Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Too clean cut..

Is there a such thing as being too clean cut? Too good? To organized?

I think so. I went to the pharmacy the other day. I'm not used to coming into contact with people like this. This guy was something else. He wasnt what I'd normally consider attractive. Not by far. But something about him called out to me. He had a voice that was very soft spoken but when he spoke. He looked directly into your eyes. His voice was very alluring. He didnt talk at you. He spoke INTO you. Maybe I Imagined it but his eyes said he knew it too.

Everything about this guy was too neat. Too uncomplicated. Too clean. Too organized. His glasses were perfect. His hair was perfect. His posture perfect. His shirt ironed and crisp. His entire look perfect. I bet his shoe laces were tied directly in the middle with his loops being perfectly even too. Everything about him was way too neat and tidy. I had the overwhelming urge to mess him up.

I so badly wanted to reach over and untidy him. Make him just a lil dirrty. Maybe alot. Something called out to me screaming COMPLICATE ME! Something about him said,"i'm too neat, nice, clean, organized. Please, I beg you, Change me!" So maybe its all in my head. But I couldnt stand it. The urge to touch this guy was way too strong. Like I said. I'm not normally attracted to this type of guy. But I wanted to change his type very very much. I wanted to untuck his shirt, tussle his hair. I wanted to change the smile on his face to a smirk.

I have to go back there on Thursday. I bet he'll be there..

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Wednesday, July 4, 2007

My crush..

One of my closest friends was telling me about a crush she has on this guy.. I thought Swell.. yes I said swell..LOL.. It made me realize I miss my crush.. I know I tried forever to get rid of the guy.. I couldn't wait to get rid of the guy. because he consumed my every thought. My every want and need was tied up to this guy.. His voice, his looks, his personality. HIM.. It was all tied up in HIM.. He'd look at me and my knees went weak. I started wondering if I could trust myself around him. I really think he knew all too well what was going on inside of me... He showed it in his smile.. OMG that smile! The way his mouth curved at one side when he was up to something.. The way his eyes lit up when he'd say something he shouldn't say but that very few people heard..

I miss the way he made me feel. I felt alive around him. On edge all the time. I wanted him all the time.. I miss him coming around at times.. I miss so much about him. I miss wanting someone that badly.. For some reason not being able to have him.. Didn't stop that feeling.. But when I became so consumed by him I wanted/needed to get away from him.. Yet now after all this time.. I miss him.. I miss his eyes..

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